इस बार नही....

इस बार जब वो छोटीसी बच्ची मेरे पास
अपनी खरोंच ले कर आयेगी
मै उसे फुं फुं कर नही बेहलाऊंगा
पनपने दुंगा उसकी तीस को
इस बार नही....

इस बार जब मैं चेहरों पर दर्द लिखा देखुंगा
नही गाऊंगा गीत पीडा भुला देने वाले
दर्द को रिसने दुंगा, उतरने दुंगा अंदर गहरे
इस बार नही....

इस बार मैं ना मरहम लगाऊंगा
ना ही ऊठाउंगा रुई के फाहे
और ना ही कहूंगा की तुम आंखे बंद करलो, गर्दन उधर कर लो मैं दवा लगाता हू

देखने दुंगा सबको हम सबको खुले नंगे घाव
इस बार नही....

इस बार जब उल्झने देखुंगा, छटपटाहट देखुंगा
नही दौडूंगा उल्झी दोर लपेटने
उलझने दुंगा जब तक उलझ सके
इस बार नही....

इस बार कर्म का हवाला देकर नही उठाउंगा औजार
नही करुंगा फिर से एक नई शुरुआत
नही बनाऊंगा मिसाल एक कर्मयोगी की
नही आने दुंगा झिंदगी को आसानी से पटरी पर
उतरने दुंगा उसे किचड में, तेढे मेढे रास्तों पे,
नही सुकने दुंगा दिवारों पर लगा खुन
हलका नही पडने दुंगा उसका रंग
इस बार नही बनने दुंगा उसे इतना लाचार
की पान की पीक और खुन का फर्क ही खतम हो जाये
इस बार नही....

इस बार घावों को देखना है गौर से, थोडे लंबे वक्त तक,
कुछ फैसले
और उसके बाद हौसले
कही तो शुरुआत करनी ही होगी...
इस बार यही तय किया है
इस बार नही....

... प्रसुन जोशी

LETTER TO PRIME MINISTER

Dear Mr. Prime minister

I am a typical mouse from Mumbai. In the local train compartment which has capacity of 100 persons, I travel with 500 more mouse. Mouse at least squeak but we don't even do that.

Today I heard your speech. In which you said 'NO BODY WOULD BE SPARED'. I would like to remind you that fourteen years has passed since serial bomb blast in Mumbai took place. Dawood was the main conspirator. Till today he is not caught. All our bolywood actors, our builders, our Gutka king meets him but your Government can not catch him. Reason is simple; all your ministers are hand in glove with him. If any attempt is made to catch him everybody will be exposed. Your statement 'NOBODY WOULD BE SPARED' is nothing but a cruel joke on this unfortunate people of India.

Enough is enough. As such after seeing terrorist attack carried out by about a dozen young boys I realize that if same thing continues days are not away when terrorist will attack by air, destroy our nuclear reactor and there will be one more Hiroshima.

We the people are left with only one mantra. Womb to Bomb to Tomb. You promised Mumbaikar Shanghai what you have given us is Jalianwala Baug.

Today only your home minister resigned. What took you so long to kick out this joker? Only reason was that he was loyal to Gandhi family. Loyalty to Gandhi family is more important than blood of innocent people, isn't it?

I am born and bought up in Mumbai for last fifty eight years. Believe me corruption in Maharashtra is worse than that in Bihar. Look at all the politician, Sharad Pawar, Chagan Bhujbal, Narayan Rane, Bal Thackray , Gopinath Munde, Raj Thackray, Vilasrao Deshmukh all are rolling in money. Vilasrao Deshmukh is one of the worst Chief minister I have seen. His only business is to increase the FSI every other day, make money and send it to Delhi so Congress can fight next election. Now the clown has found new way and will increase FSI for fisherman so they can build concrete house right on sea shore. Next time terrorist can comfortably live in those house , enjoy the beauty of sea and then attack the Mumbai at their will.

Recently I had to purchase house in Mumbai. I met about two dozen builders. Everybody wanted about 30% in black. A common person like me knows this and with all your intelligent agency & CBI you and your finance minister are not aware of it. Where all the black money goes? To the underworld isn't it? Our politicians take help of these goondas to vacate people by force. I myself was victim of it. If you have time please come to me, I will tell you everything.

If this has been land of fools, idiots then I would not have ever cared to write you this letter. Just see the tragedy, on one side we are reaching moon, people are so intelligent and on other side you politician has converted nectar into deadly poison. I am everything Hindu, Muslim, Christian, Schedule caste, OBC, Muslim OBC, Christian Schedule caste, Creamy Schedule caste only what I am not is INDIAN. You politician have raped every part of mother India by your policy of divide and rule.

Take example of former president Abdul Kalam. Such a intelligent person, such a fine human being. You politician didn't even spare him. Your party along with opposition joined the hands, because politician feels they are supreme and there is no place for good person.

Dear Mr Prime minister you are one of the most intelligent person, most learned person. Just wake up, be a real SARDAR. First and foremost expose all selfish politician. Ask Swiss bank to give name of all Indian account holder. Give reins of CBI to independent agency. Let them find wolf among us. There will be political upheaval but that will better than dance of death which we are witnessing every day. Just give us ambient where we can work honestly and without fear. Let there be rule of law. Everything else will be taken care of.

Choice is yours Mr. Prime Minister. Do you want to be lead by one person or you want to lead the nation of 100 Crore people?

Prakash B. Bajaj

Chandralok 'A" Wing, Flat No 104

97 Nepean Sea Road

Mumbai 400 036

Phone 98210-71194

Educational Degrees in Pakistan

BE - Bomb Engineering
MBBS - Member of  Bomb Blasting Community
IIT - International Institute of Terrorism
CAT - Career in Al Qaeeda & Taliban
M.Tech - Masters in Terror Technology
LLB - Learning Licence of Bomb Blasting.
M.Sc - Missile Science
B.Sc - Bioweapons Science